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Name: Randy
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 11/18/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: Having fun? =/... DUR that's what hobbies are for!
Expertise: What the fuck kind of shit is this? How the hell I'm suppose to know?! Shit... if I'm good at something then whatever man! Damn...
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Education/Research


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Member Since: 11/15/2003

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Friday, November 28, 2003


 

yeah well that goes out to them haters that be saying that i be using fake pictures. niggas... fuck you! and to them bitches who fucking believed whoever that nigga is saying that i used fake pictures, fuck yall too! man that should show all of you who be the fucking front. shit and if you still dont believe me, then fucking IM my ass and i'll get on CAM for yall niggas and show you wassup bitches. PEACE THE FUCK OUT! im gone!


Tuesday, November 25, 2003

~*~* Did You Put Your Trust In Me? *~*~

Is this what it all comes down to? A relationship full of mistrust and doubtings? I guess so... Well, for some of the people that don't know what the fuck I am talking about... here's a little information. DRAMA. Man... I put all my trust in you! Yeah you know who you are... Fuck. I don't deserve all of this damn drama. And oh you know what? You made a big ass mistake! You accused me... and questioned me when you know that I been all the way TRUE to you. Man... argh. WHAT THE FUCK MAN! Shit... this isn't even my mean side alright. You're half way of getting there by what you said and questioned me. I am not the type of person who fuck around with relationships! And man... I thought you said you understand me... argh. DON'T EVER ASSUME UNTIL YOU FUCKING FULLY RESEARCHED THE WHOLE DAMN SHIT AND KNOW WHAT IS WHAT. And you know... people jock me too! Shit... some of those jockers are crazy enough to try and break my relationship with you up. YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT BY NOW. You should have realized that people will always try to get in the way! Fuck... argh. GUESS YOU DIDN'T REALIZE THAT, DID YOU? Man... I'm hurt. And that fucking ROMEO guy that tried to claim that I'm his and shit, I remember who he is NOW. He use to jock me TWO YEARS AGO. I guess he still does now... and YOU went on ahead and believed HIS words. And ACCUSED me. QUESTIONED ME... I don't know how he got my pictures. But maybe it's because he got it off FINDAPIX... God... for real. This is a message to ALL: Don't Ever Assume Shit Until You Get Full Fledged Proof!

Peace the fuck out!

_RaNdy_


Tuesday, November 18, 2003

~+*+ Updates +*+~

Well as you see I changed my banner and the colors to my site... haha. YOU LIKE?

~+*+ Recent Happenings +*+~

Another night alone? Possibly, yes. Everyone has forgotten about me. No one wished me a happy birthday. It's like I don't even exist. It's okay though... I just wanted for you to care, Mother. Why do you so praise my older sister, but not me? I am your child too... You talk to me as if I was a dog. But when you speak to your beloved first child, you speak with love and joy. I just want you to care for me too. It doesn't have to be equally the same love you show my sister. I just need the knowledge that you love me as your CHILD, because so far... what you're showing me is your hatred and ignorance towards me. What have I done to make you hate me so much? Mom... All I want to say is that no matter what, you're my mother and I love you. That's all a child like me can offer you right now. I'll always be your little boy no matter how much I've mature. I thank you and owe you so much for bringing me into this world. No matter how much you hurt me, hit me, and almost killed me, I'm your faithful son forever...

~+*+ Found +*+~

Wow you guys actually found me! LOL. I guess that is my mistake. Well yeah... to Dren, dude I ain't bitching or talking shit HAHA. I'm not being a hypocrit either. I'm just saying from what I know is true LOL. And I didn't mean ALL niggas are fake bitches, I meant some. Meaning the niggas who assumes shit and go gossip about it when the shit they're saying ain't true LOL. People two-face a lot nowadays is all I'm trying to say. But dude, thanks for the comment HAHA. You're one of the niggas that's real and bout it at least. And that's a good thing, even though I don't know you much LOL.

Well... fuck downe drama... I'm doing okay in life right now I guess. Hmmm... I lost my cell like on Sunday... HAHA. And I'm just going to buy a new one and disconnect the old one so I can transfer the account onto the new phone. I think I dropped the cell somewhere in downtown Sacramento when I went there to chill with my homegirl Emilie. Um... I guess I'm going to update this shit later. Peace.

_RaNdy_


Saturday, November 15, 2003

~+*+ New Shit +*+~

Well as you probably see... I made a new xanga. I was known as FLiPxLaOxThUg before. So yeah... I guess my life was just more colorful lately. =/ My new xanga, which is this one, is similar to the other one as of right now. I didn't feel like doing any damn new HTML. Anyways... I guess there isn't much to say but the same old things. XANGA IS A BITCH. Too much people talk shit on here. I swear. I'm sorry for them niggas that think I'm being a bitch and shit, but yo... I'm just blunt like that. I'm real as it can be. I'm not no fake ass like some of you bitches out there. If I hate you, then I will tell you. There's nothing that I have to hide. If you niggas think that I'm just drama, then no nigga, you the drama because I was just being real with you. And if you can't accept that, then fuck you, fuck it! I don't care what you all think of me! Being real is my game nigga. And you better be ready because I ain't gonna be easy on you. I ain't gonna be a bitch and two-face on your ass. I'm gonna be REAL WITH YOU AND UPFRONT. SO accept those facts now or you will cry like a bitch. Peace. I'm out.

_RaNdy_



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